The sunflowers are wilting, the cold is approaching.
我必须不在乎 "天长地久", 只在乎 "曾经拥有"…
There was a consensus, but I never saw it would be this painful. I cannot afford to think about the multiple possibilities that might or might not occur, but to focus only on the now. I am starting to doubt my beliefs, our actions. I am starting to doubt fate. I know only that I should not hope nor should I dread. I know I should not compare, should not draw parallels.
And that is why I missed London so much. Because I left in good stead. Whereas here in Lausanne, in due time, it will only be emptiness and cold. It will be solitude and painful memories. It will remain so until I pick myself up, until it is summer again, until I have new, fresh memories.
为什么总是这样???