I am very bothered by something these few days, especially today. Its not one of those obvious things, and I am observing this kind of feeling because on one hand I still feel very happy and satisfied but on the other hand, something is missing. Expectation is a very strange thing. Why is it that you change your behaviour towards something/someone when expectations change. Meh. I don’t want to look too much into it and I really just don’t want to think about it. I really don’t understand why I should get flustered over things I cannot change. I just got to be patient. I miss you Jac!! Come back!!