I have come to notice my biggest flaw as a person is the inability to keep a distance from people. Perhaps it is in my personality trait or perhaps it is just who I am. When I like to hang out with someone, I think the other person gets annoyed by having too much of me. When I intentionally try to keep my distance, I get annoyed and upset. However, this is going to be my struggle (jihad) from now on. It is to be able to be friendly but at a distance. I have to learn to let go.
Nothing in life is permanent. Even the bikes you have locked up in a secure carpark, it could be stolen just like that.
My teacher is really good. I really understand why you need spiritual guidance in life. They have the ability to turn your heart from a rough sea to a calm lake in matter of seconds. They are true masters of the heart. Little did I know I would be able to sleep calmly tonight. Praise be to Allah, the lord of the world.
This world can be a really dark and lonely place if you don’t find the spiritual lights.