My teacher asked me, “you must feel quite empty inside?” Lol…I never thought of it like that. But I guess so. After everything which happened since I came back from Japan, I felt the need to just move on. Finally, I have decided to flip a new page and move on with life. I have come to a realisation that what I was looking for in life didn’t exist in the circles I mingled in.
I am glad that things are progressing and I have been pulled in by organisations which mission I feel quite passionately about. Passion has not been a word which I had been able to use in a long long long time. Those who know me, knows that my biggest problem I have with society is the unfair distribution in wealth. I am going to do what I can to help better this. I am not sure yet how to go about it, but I mingle amongst the charity bunch in the UK enough for them to push me to think up a few projects to take on myself. So, I plan to do what I can in my limited ability. Hopefully I can pull off another ICMUN type thing, but in a sustainable manner which can carry on without my presence in the future. I have a few ideas in my mind. However, I need to talk to more people before deciding upon a project.
I mean, there is a big part of me which feels empty. Yet, I have come to learn not to ask people for favours but rather ask myself what I can do for the community. I still have a lot of polishing to do. When I am ready, I will know.