I should write down this story, but then it’s a bit too long to write it all down, it all boils down to 2 days ago leaf ask me to change room with her, I replied to her that I need some time because if I move I will move out of the flat. Then today she text me today asking me can we move and said thibaut can only help her this weekend so she need my reply. So I rang her, but it ends up quite unpleasently… she was pissed that I said I cannot move and I am also unhappy because she is basically telling me to move 2 days ago and now forcing me to do that. I sent an email to her afterwards, I keep thinking perhaps I should move just because she wants to, and keep thinking what’s my reason of not wanting to move, but in the end I think I have given up, I don’t want to think about that anymore, Leaf, Alva and me… …

So, today is also the day me and ygg officially discuss us living together. Last year we have decided that it might be a bad idea basically because I am afraid there will be a lot of conflicts and problems once we live together. But this year, somehow, we end up being together all the time, and so, perhaps, afterall things are not as bad as I imagine… and ygg asked, after I asked him to… yea, so although there are doubts and uncertainties, we shall give it a try. I said I am afraid we’ll loose the excitement when couples decided they’ll live together and try to find a place and so on. But just now, I felt the excitement and the happiness, at that moment, when I see his face and felt his heart… So from now on, officially, ygg and yss live together @ 71 queens gate with other qugee members.